M.Stone - Self forgiveness - 1

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I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate the state of exsistance I have created for myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel embarrassed I've let my life get so far out of hand.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear having to walk my way back to serenity as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself within my defenition of serenity.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see that serenity is to surrender.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear surrendering to what I have created as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not trust myself to surrender myself to myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to take the hint that there's no more time to waste.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear slowing down and giving myself back to myself to be forgiven and corrected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not give myself to myself so that I can be corrected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be correct in my own individuality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to damn myself to chaos through individual thoughts and feelings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to fight my way to the top of the earth through fighting skills.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that I've been fighting myself into submission as surrender.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not accept that I've defeated myself and forced myself to surrender unto myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be stronger then I was in the past to have set myself up the way I did.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hate myself for having been so strong to force myself to surrender.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not humble myself to bring stronger then I ever was by giving myself into myself as self forgiveness to be corrected to live serenity.

When and as I see myself angry that i through my past have forced myself into submission, I stop, I breathe, I realize that I was strong in the past, and still am strong, thus, I commit myself to become stronger then ever by surrendering to myself and creating serenity though forgivness and correction.