I Wish I Was Dead (original poem)

I wish I was dead
but I don’t want to die
just wanna sleep for the rest of my life
don’t wake me up unless everything is fine

Lock my door
Shut it all out
Keep to myself
I cut my hair so that everything looks alright
and everyone thinks that I’m fine

You made me tough
So I can hold out
Don’t ask for help
I never ask for help
I learned to tie my shoelaces by myself

I love to get high
Lean over the edge
I’m flirting with death
Flirting with death
She is the only one telling me it’s alright
and everything’s gonna be fine