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RE: The Fatigue of Existence.
Thank you for your elaborate comment @arthur.grafo.
You are right. I do feed into my own sense of worthlessness. Its a succumbing of sorts.
Perhaps upon a childish level I just want to be loved or respected - but my behavior right now is worthy of neither. My 'offers' are tainted by my desperation and so the downward spiral accelerates.
I appreciate that you take the time to open my eyes to why no self-respecting studio would touch somebody such as myself. It makes sense.
I also appreciate your kind words. Take care.
Why not contact coders who want to create a game - maybe they need an idea, or maybe you can evolve an idea with them. Play it cool and demand they and you sign a contract and spell out from the start what shares you will each have in the future company.
A good place is to look for young programmers in countries that do not have a strong presence in the gaming market - which means the coders in those countries have no one else to work with.
(A few countries: Cyprus; South Africa; how about Malta? Maybe countries like Rumania, Hungary etc?)
Stay away from India, China and all the Arab countries. Their style of doing business is too different.
If you find one or more and you get something going, just think, because you did it, you also helped new young talent find a road to achieving their own dreams.
Isn't it worth fighting for?
btw - my brother got involved in a company (took it over) creating characters that can respond instantly. It was used for creating a tv program. A female character would respond to questions and love and sex, giving advice. It was popular and the season was extended, but then an investor ended up costing us so much money we had to shut it down.
We even talked to the widow of Elvis, offering to create an Elvis on stage who can stand next to her and talk and sing - even new songs. Another idea, was to create something like the wax musuem, but with virtual personalities. For instance, have Hitler and people can ask him questions and he'll answer, but a full study of him would have to be made for him to become as real as possible.
A pity the idea had to die because of some crook, but that is life.