Hey @olaivart. I battle with depression and anxiety too, Im going to drop a link to a blog i wrote about it, where i also talk about demons taking over, because that is what it feels like. Im not scouting for votes this is an old post, but sometimes there is great comfort in relating to another, just some comfort in knowing you're not the only one, it's easy to feel that way if you have no one close who truly understands, as i find my self. There are lots of links to groups/pages on here too

https://steemit.com/psychology/@myindigoinsight/me-vs-depression-and-anxiety-i-won-the-battle-today

Much Love
MyIndigoInsight xxx