Why I don't die -Observations and a question

This was a note I made on September 18, 2014

Note: The first time I died was in 2006 and I was out of oxygen for more than 14 minutes and 38 seconds as my wife had saw my skin color turn blue and called 911; she didn't know CPR and when the ambulance came she hung up the phone and the call history showed the time and also on the bill.

I wrote the following to radio host Clyde Lewis ( groundzeromedia.org ) as he had a show that talked about death.

< Clyde, I myself have died 5 times (documented proof from hospitals) and I am 44 years old. I remember every time, but I never saw a light as some say, only darkness. On 2 occasions I thought my life would be taken and I recorded it. But first let me tell you why I did this. On occasion I would be watching TV and then the program would change or segment (like a commercial break) into a view of 2 to 3 people counting down from 100. I couldn't figure it out but the 2nd time I figured it had to do with my death. On the third occasion I decided to video record it as I started to feel funny in my body on all 3 occasions, I would feel this draining from the top of my head to my my toes. It was like a wool sweater when your putting it on or off that coarse feeling.

When I didn't die I called my son to watch the video I made of the people counting down on TV which I didn't preview it before hand. As we're watching this there is nothing but a static (fuzzy) screen which is what the camera recorded. The tape (recordings) are the same. What gets me is that when my Sony camera senses nothing on the tape it will go to to a blue screen as it has always done even on brand new tapes. But it recorded static which implies that something was recorded. Later in the tape it goes to a short blue screen and then shows video of an old video of my dog and or son as this was a spare of the moment recording. This has now made me not afraid of death because I seem to not die. Why is this happening?

God - Yahweh obviously has a future goal for me. >

Also of note on the first 2 occasions I literally had a somewhat EMP occur in the house where nothing worked. When I say nothing I mean radio, internet or satellite. The power would work but the communications were out. My neighbors had no problems. I called the companies for service which they could not find anything even with on-site support. Everything would come back to normal about 12 - 16 hours later. But this is interesting, my property has 2 residential areas (houses) separated by 40 feet. The other place had no problems,; Internet, Satellite and Radio / TV worked without a problem. The house where I reside has the main router and main satellite dish / master box and the secondary has ethernet and wifi and the Genie Mini for satellite and all those worked.

It's been over 3 years since that date and I haven't experienced anything like that, but 2 days ago I started to get this funny feeling again and I got anxious. I walked around the house and went out doors so someone could see me if I may slip into that state. I didn't want to call anyone as they would thinks I'm off. I have told my wife, son, parents and some friends and now Steemit.com .

Why the strange feeling like wool being pulled from my body? Why the electrical issues?

What do you think? I've never looked into this subject matter any further until now.