It's hard to read your post. It's interesting to hear the perspective of death from someone who knows they're going to die soon and nothing can stop it. Most people don't even think about death. More likely, they're thinking about money or love or how they hate their job. I was wondering @cryptopie. Do you have a bucket list? You know.... A list of things you want to do before you die? For example, swimming with dolphins or eating tuna cheek meat.

Just because your friend died, doesn't mean you're next. You could have five or ten more years left! Please cheer up. Just remember, the mind and brain are two of the strongest muscles we have.

If you keep thinking about it, it'll happen way~ much too soon. They did a science experiment here in Korea awhile back. A Korean woman planted two seeds of the same kind and they sprouted because she watered them. She kept them in the same room with the same conditions.

Every day, she would whisper to each one. To the first plant, she would whisper, "I love you, I love you, I love you." To the second plant, she would whisper, "I hate you, I hate you, I hate you."

The first plant grew really tall and even bloomed a beautiful flower. The second plant died and never made it past the second or third stage of its growth. Amazingly enough, words are a very strong tool. And if your brain is telling that to you, try not to listen to it too much. It could harm you.

Listening to Christian music could be good. I like Hillsong. Or, watching or listening to Joel Osteen is a wonderful way to train your mind. You got to find other ways to keep your mind preoccupied.

I do understand about hiding your face thing. Your mom should find the best picture she has of you. What about cremation?

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