The Sad Heart - Crazy Pen Hallucinating

bityobit (66)in #dblog • 2 years ago

The sad heartbreak of my life. As a child, I often thought of the night I found my brother in prison for being able to walk through the fence and be a hero to the people I loved. It was an incredibly moving, hard-fought fight. But there's no way I could have survived that experience. And I thought I was going to make it a lot worse, because those are those feelings that you have in your heart.

The drugs helped me cope with being a little less accepted by other people, and especially my brother. That's something that many of you know. You know, I did so much. I had a small part in that fight that helped define my life and my identity as a human being. And I couldn't explain to that. I could only explain to the world how I felt and didn't know I had been held back. I was being told a very hard lesson about my sexuality. And that led me here today to work, to tell my story. I did so much, but I've lost that part of myself to this drug. To that point.

The last time I was able to walk through that fence, I started to feel very happy. And I'm so pleased with myself that at that late point, my brother gave up and went out to get his money. So for the first time, he was able to see what we were doing and did a very great job on his own. He went out and bought us a house and a couple of things like that. Well, now he's taking the money, he's really, truly saving up and getting off a loan, so he's really looking forward to doing what he's done already, whether it's moving the house or buying and selling. And it's really a blessing.

We can't wait to share the news to all of you. So, we'll take a look at you all the time, you know.

The guys you know, these are great guys… they're doing a great job, too. I think so. I mean, we've been doing it a million years, we're doing it in this lifetime. They've done, too, these guys, these folks that've put this game on the map, this country, they put it on a plate and they've played it because their country is great. And so, right now I think everyone in this country knows the difference between a great job and a terrible job.

I'm sure a lot of people in this country believe the two. It's not their fault. But when people fail to see it in their hearts and minds, they believe it in the wrong person. And the world really makes a difference. And even you, too, your boss – and the guy that gets called a boss. And the same person – you need to see it for yourself. You don't know where, which is a better, smarter job than a lousy job, but you know what happened.

"I'm gonna go look the best guys. That's what's for everybody in this country, and you know what I know. You gotta look at the people that put the game on the map, and you know what's going on out there, right?

And in the end, I convey to you my love, respect, and the highest meaning of loyalty as best I can. Please let me know and take care of matters that are yours.

With thanks and best regards,

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