I just had the weirdest dream, I dreamed that I was invited to some body building tryouts, which was really weird since I am not a really large guy nor anything, so... Long story short, in the dream I shitted my competition speedo and took the decision to still show up, and then won my spot at the contest, so I woke up Knowing that everything will be alright because, fortune favors the bold. Ok it does not make much sense but the point is that, sometimes you need to get to your deepest (walking around with a shitted speedo) in order get to your highest.