Yeah it is a weird thing because you are a really interesting person. You have had a lot of very interesting experiences in your life. I often wonder why some people are able to get big on YouTube and find an audience and why others who have great content never are able to go big time on there.
The great thing is that with Steemit you have been able to find this community and do well here. It has bothered me for a long time that I have never achieved amazing success on YouTube.