Thank you so much. However, contrary to what people think, I've already accepted this disease. This disease has transformed me to be a better individual. I'm done stressing myself out. I'm done being depressed. I can't change the past, right? But I can use my past to be a better person in the present and future. Indeed, everything happens for a reason. I just think that I'm still blessed. I should have been dead if I haven't undergone dialysis nine months ago; but im still breathing and is enjoying life. Im even on steemit, if you inow what i mean.