寻一首失落的诗 | looking for a missing poem

As always, we get earlier Autumn season in the northern part of the country.
At beginning, one may notice some subtle color changes around, then a few rotten leaves, followed by the wind cooling you down.
Then, you may experience some sentimental feelings, and pay more attentions to details, and corners.

北国的秋天来得早。
先是微妙的颜色变化，一些叶子的枯萎，随后便是明显凉了下去的风。
接着便是一些情绪上的变化，更注重细节，和角落。

It's also a special time when one could easily recall pieces of incomplete poems, which just like out-of-focused pictures, or blurred memory.
That's why I'm so eager to look for a missing poem, which I forget and only remember the first two lines. If indeed can't be found, I will complete it in another day:
"As a man, he should hold a heavy ax in his hand
In his garden, there shall be sweet smelling of rotten apples"

这个时候最容易回想起零散的诗歌，如同失焦的影像，如果模糊的回忆。
于是我特别想找回一首失落的诗，只记得前两句了。
如果实在找不回了，我打算把它续写完：

“ 一个男人，他手中的斧头应该很沉重
他的花园里，应该有腐烂的苹果的芳香。”

照片1： 后院里的牵牛花

1st photo: morning glory in my backyard

照片2： 被金龟子吃掉的枯萎的葡萄叶子

2nd photo: A grape leave eaten by Japanese Beatles and gotten rotten

照片3：我想拍的不是花，是风

3rd photo: what I want to shoot is the Wind, not the wild flowers...