In those years , my poor doesn ' t like to share the cake to eat .那些年，我家窮的連蛋糕都吃不起

記得小時候，家人還會給我過生日，父親總會記得生日那天，買回來一塊蛋糕。離開父母這些年，我的生日總是被遺忘或者忽略，沒有驚喜，沒有禮物，也沒有那個重視我生活的人。對於我來說，生日就跟平常的每一天一樣，平淡而無奇。

那些年，因為家裡窮吃不起蛋糕。每次都是拿軟黃米碾些米糕蒸出來，然後用油炸過盛在碟子裡，在煮一碗長壽麵，就算是過生日。但是他們不知道我最討厭吃的就是油糕跟面條。母親就強迫我必須吃完，說是吃了以後會大富大貴，長命百歲。

剛好那天我跟一個老大爺是同天生日，他是過六十大壽，大爺的兒子跟我父親是朋友。那個叔叔買了個大蛋糕放在我家，說是給他父親過壽用，忙完事情就來取。

我太好奇蛋糕長什麼樣子，母親怕我亂動別人東西，放到了櫃子頂端，我搆不著的地方。小孩子的好奇心總是特別強，母親離開後，我偷偷摸摸地來到櫃子前，默默地對自己說：就偷偷看眼，只是一眼而已。權當是給自己過生日，看完就神不知鬼不覺地放回去，不會有人發現的。

Remember when I was a kid , my family would celebrate my birthday , my father always remembers my birthday , bought a piece of cake . leave the parents over the years , my birthday is always forgotten or ignored , no surprises , no gifts , nor that I attach importance to the life of the people . For me , birthdays for each day as usual , was flat and featureless .

those years because she was poor , and too expensive to eat cake . Every time a soft rice grind some rice cakes , then steamed , then fried and served in a dish , boiled noodles , even to celebrate a birthday . But they don ' t know what I dislike most is the noodles with oil cake . I must be his mother forced him to eat , eat to become a millionaire to live that long .

just the day I met one of my old man is born the same day , he is the sixtieth birthday , I get my son to my father who was a friend . That Uncle buys a big cake on my house , is said to his father for over - Shou , on top of things and pick it up .

I ' m dying of curiosity to cake ? What does he look like , mother is afraid of me to others , and placed the cabinet top , out of my reach . always had a strong curiosity of the child , the mother left , I snuck up to the front of it , speak to myself : get a sneak peek at the eye , a glance . I celebrate your birthday , when they slipped back in the garage , that no one will notice .

我拿著凳子踩了上去，小心翼翼把櫃子頂端的蛋糕拿下來，輕輕放在凳子上，解開蛋糕盒上的紅帶子，那是個三層的花邊奶油蛋糕呈現在我眼前。絢麗多彩的顏色看著直叫人流口水，一層壘著一層，最上面是用奶油做的大鮮桃，旁邊寫著一個大「壽」字。

我把鼻子湊上去聞了聞，真是香甜、誘人。如果能用手指頭粘著舔舔就更如願了，我糾結了很長時間，每次伸出去的手快要觸碰到蛋糕時，又猶豫地慢慢縮回來。這樣反反覆覆好幾次，我還是哭著把蛋糕原封不動地放回去。哭是因為，我始終沒敢去舔那個蛋糕。

叔叔忙完匆匆來我家取蛋糕，我躲在角落裡眼睜睜地看著他把蛋糕從櫃子頂拿下來，正要走出屋外時，只聽見「咣當」一聲，蛋糕掉在地下。我急忙跑去看，鬆軟地蛋糕已被甩的不成樣子，蛋糕盒跟奶油黏在一起，根本沒辦法拿走。我才知道自己闖了大禍，當時我不會綁蛋糕盒上的紅帶子，就胡亂在盒子上纏繞半天，打算瞞天過海。

父親一看就知道是我動了蛋糕，凶巴巴地給我蹬眼睛。母親也開始數落我的不是，忙給叔叔賠禮道歉，他難為情的笑了笑。父親跑出去跟房東借了些錢，就跟叔叔買蛋糕去了。

我蹲在摔壞蛋糕的地方哭的稀里嘩啦，甚至幻想著自己能用手把這些不成形的蛋糕變魔法似的恢復到最初的樣子，母親謹小慎微地把那些摔壞了的蛋糕攬到桌子上面，我看著這些蛋糕，揪心般的疼。心疼這盒蛋糕，究竟是花多少錢買來的？這就意味著父親每天要搬多少塊磚、扛多少袋水泥、撒幾身汗水，才能換來這盒蛋糕。想到這裡，我突然哭的更傷心了。

I took the stool stepped up , took things easy atop the cake removed and placed them softly on the bench , untied the cake box on the red carpet , it was a triple - cream lace cake appears in front of me . Gorgeous colorful look downright confounding drooling , a layer of a barrier layer , the uppermost is to use butter of big peaches , written next to a big Chinese character " shou " .

I put my nose Coushang to smell the smell , really sweet , sassy . If the fingers sticking can lick becomes even more of a wish , I ' ve struggled with for a long time , every time the extended hand almost touched the cake , but slowly they hesitate to retire . this a few times , I cried cake lay untouched to put it back . then weep , I never dared to lick the cake .

My uncle busy comes and takes the cake , I hide in a corner and see the cake from the top cabinet and took down just stepped outside , only heard the " bang " sound , the cake in the underground . I hurriedly ran to see , the soft cake has been dumped like a sack , and whipped cream cake together , I could never take away . I didn ' t know I was messed up big , then I won ' t tie the cake box on the red carpet , before retiring in the box on the half - winding , the intention of being spotted .

father , at first glance , I had a cake , with Vince made me in the eye of pedaling . mother began to accuse me of not , busy apologizing to his uncle , the actor ' s grin . landlord father run down and borrowed some money , uncle bought cake .

I squat in place of the broken cake crying buckets , and even fancied that she can handle these shapeless cake becomes magical and restored to its original condition , or while he prudently mother who broke the cake to the table above , I look at these cakes , like the pain . This distressed the cake box , What is the cost of how many money is bought ? This means that the father would only make every day . How many bricks , how many bags of cement , sprinkle a few bodies sweat , get this cake box . Think of here , all of a sudden I cry some more .

一個多小時後，也許是因為哭的沒了力氣，我突然表現的特別平靜，靜靜地等待著暴風雨的來臨，等待著父親的責罵，母親的毆打，這就是為好奇心所付出慘痛的代價。若是這一切沒發生該有多好。那母親必定會慈愛地為我油炸一碟子油糕，煮一碗長壽麵。疼愛地看著我把它們通通吃掉。

我聽見了父親的聲音，他終究還是回來了。在跟母親絮叨著什麼，我像是等到了死神的降臨，如釋重負地舒了一口氣。不再有剛開始的恐懼與瑟縮 ，反倒多了一份從容與冷靜。

他們的腳步聲越來越近，終於停在我跟前。我低著頭不敢去看，感覺身體裡的血液因害怕而開始凝結。房間更是出奇的安靜，就連空氣都足以讓人窒息。時間一分一秒地過去，我的身體像個木乃伊僵在那裡。

一雙粗糙而寬大的手順著我的頭髮輕輕撫摸，我聞到那是父親專屬的味道，慢慢地抬起頭。父親眼裡充滿的是和善與慈愛，他把我的頭攬在懷裡溫柔地撫摸著：今天這事不賴你，是我的錯，以後每年過生日，爸都會給你買蛋糕。

他的聲帶裡摻雜著內疚的顫音，母親破涕為笑地為我在那個不成形的蛋糕上點燃了蠟燭，歡快的燭苗在我眼裡跳動著。那是我有史以來吃的最滿足的一次蛋糕，因為它甜美的味道中摻雜著溫馨的幸福。

An hour later , perhaps because of the crying ' s not a word , I suddenly appear to be of particularly peaceful , quietly awaited the coming of a storm , waiting to be scolded , beaten by his mother , and that ' s curiosity about the terrible price . If that ' s all that ' s happened to it . " The mother must love me , a deep - fried a dish of oil cakes , boiled noodles . looked lovingly at they realized I eat .

I heard the voice of the father , he came back . In the mother saying , what , like I had to wait until the coming of death , breathed a sigh of relief . There are no longer just starts with shivering with fear ; on the contrary , a more leisurely and calm .
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Their footsteps , finally stopped in front of me . I keep my head down as she dared not go , feel the body ' s blood because he is afraid to begin to condense . the room is surprisingly quiet , even the air was enough to unnerve . time passed , my body like a mummy and stood there .
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coarse bounty of hand caressed my hair , my father is a dedicated smell and flavour . Gradually lift the head . father and his eyes full of kind and loving , he put my head in his arms and took : Today ' s not to blame you , it ' s my fault , after a year to celebrate a birthday , Dad will buy you a cake .
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His vocal tremolo There is guilt , if I am the mother of a smile in that shapeless lit the candles on the cake , the candles in the Miao ' s in my eyes . That I was ever eat the most satisfied of the once - a - cake , because its sweet taste in the doping of the sweet happiness .