What i want to do is go back far enough in our actual history to find the answers... We have been misled and lied to from the very beginning of post ice age civilization..

I will not be going back that far, but if you haven't read it you may be interested in a book called Morning of the Magicians.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Morning_of_the_Magicians

It's been probably 20+ years since i read it but it was an interesting read. Not sure how much of it was true, but it was written before much of the propaganda writing picked up the steam it did just a few years later around 1963.