Ashamed Ezra 8:22-23

22 For I was ashamed to require of the king a band of soldiers and horsemen to help us against the enemy in the way: because we had spoken unto the king, saying, The hand of our God is upon all them for good that seek him; but his power and his wrath is against all them that forsake him. 23 So we fasted and besought our God for this: and he was intreated of us. Ezra 8:22-23 (KJV)

"We say the Lord provides but turn to the world to meet our needs when we should be seeking God?"