Yes, pot was a band aid for me as well as it being a crutch.

Rick Simpson oil is a very powerful and concentrated form of cannabis, intended for medicinal use. I've heard of it being consumed in capsules, swallowed and also used topically.

More info: https://www.leafly.com/news/cannabis-101/what-is-rick-simpson-oil

Thank you for the book recommendation. I'll make a note and look into book some.