AMEN!!!!!! HALLELUJAH!!!!! @kyrian you are deep in the flow of God's grace. Have you see this scripture "You who are trying to be justified by the law have been alienated from Christ; you have fallen away from grace."
-Galatians 5:4.
You don't need to work hard. The more you rest in His love covenant the more you realize that you already have everything you desire to own in Him..
The scriptures are blazing!!! Nice one @kyrian