My first post!! Don't know what I am doing!

Well here is my introduction. I have no idea what I am doing. I am laying in my jacuzzi tub trying to figure out how to work steemit. I just got my password and that in itself is pretty overwhelming i can barely remember my first pets name how am i going to remember that password. Ughh the stress! Any tips on what the heck im doing would be appreciated. Also has anyone seen my glasses? I am a 47 year old woman who has lived a life. I have raised five kids who now range from 18 to 32. I love cats. So far I only own one and am still working up to becoming the crazy cat lady. I started my family at 14 years old and stayed with there father for 26 years when he decided to get a girlfriend. Three is a crowd so the day I found out is the day he moved out. I guess I don't share well! I was a paramedic for 26 years of my life until a work place accident ended my carreer. I am now retired. Oh my goodness I sound so interesting when I write it down! I suffer from PTSD. That is tough to type. What the heck is it anyways? I've had it since my devastating accident but I still don't understand it. Nor do I want it. If I can't totally understand it how do the people around me understand who I have now become. Very confusing for family and friends to try to figure out as well. Who is this new person, mom, daughter,grandma, or friend she looks the same but has changed in so many ways.

Just-starley.

Ps how do I insert a picture I'm sure I read that somewhere! I am a real person you can't make this crap up!