Well the price aint going up so instead of €20 worth of groceries , today,

€10 worth of groceries !

which one do you like best ? my rant on daily life or a pre-generated post where i fill in one word, add a picture and then write something that adheres to "the rules" in a minute (or two sometimes)

? which one is more #steemit ? which one is more #content ?

motherfuckers still dont realize, this is INCOME to me, ... as im trying to be very reasonable, people with a million in their accounts telling me "its not about the money" ..

"how do you think that sounds?"

"how does that make you feel?"

is what i would ask if they didnt fuck up that last attempt at me trying to be normal getting some simple bach in psychology (o dear i shouldnt have said that...)

enough words ?

more words than you get in mosts posts + a logo i made myself + a peek into my life

this should already more than DO

i'll get back on the #write-me sooner or later or inbetween, just not now

don't talk to me about abuse and this and BLA and that, fuck your steemcleaners, fuck your utopians, and by the names of the witnesses i vote for , you KNOW i'm the first to point out a scam when i find one

a SCAM , not some fucker trying to find a way to do this ...

you KNOW all that, i'm an outstanding citizen of planet Crypton, but i sometimes feel treated like that bitch and that barbiegirl treated me in Truchots call-center (another attempt at me giving YOU a chance to let me pass as normal by letting me work from home, ALL FUCKED UP BY YOU, not doing that again, ever)

every second i waste on you, im not advancing myself, your way got me nothing, it gets me nothing

it will NEVER get me anything

yea, the beer huh ?

well, that"s "a beer" really ... i also count the fact that i dont buy the cheap version as a measure how close i am to turning to despair and drugs (i wont say alcohol since i consider alcohol and heroin to be about on the same level, cocaine is another dimension, a whole different type of misery, YOU WOULDNT KNOW WOULD YOU? you probably did that once in college from your shady friend you never saw again later ?)

that beer ?

some people would make a problem of that

i had a €300 habit ... and i never shot a needle in my arm not once in my life

you do the math

i'll consider that beer

a FUCKING LUXURY at the moment

and DONT gimme your stepping shit, your theories, i wouldnt call it an easy bach if i wanted to spend €14k on it to get it if i wasnt confident i could do it

YOU PUSHED ME TO THE STREETS, my alternatives were : rob people, beg , and luckily someone gave me a third ...

you should consider that lucky, im slightly above average, i would have made a nasty piece of work doing HARD crime

but you can't see it like that, can you

and if i mention the H-word , i might as well call a black person nigger

same thing, right ?

in your eyes?

you live on television , man, you never been wanting a day in your life, you think having your grandma die is a fucking tragedy

i should say wo-man

or its not politically correct

okay that's ten minutes

more than you deserve ...

me

(that probably means i know a bit more about networking than you, since no one tells you how to do it ... its FAST learning, only two years of my life but i KNOW how to do business and i know networking

dump the useless bits asap, don't waste time on bullshit, save the mating dance for the ladies, anyone else is a politician, not a businessman

i KNOW how to ... you people should be called the "heads-up-asses"-collective

"its not about the money" ... (if you have a million in your account)

i recently said to someone "welcome to down-below" lol ... i dont sit in down below

i sit in my parents house because its available

they were also the ones who kicked me out btw ...

i KNOW down below because ive BEEN there, i would advise all of you

to GO there

by yourself

leave your phone at home, you cant HAVE that sense of security or you'll never get it (besides if you dont someone will probably take it because a $1000 phone is at least $50 at the "drug"-store

no

i only stay in touch with sympathetic people, you think i just talk to anyone while the knives in my back are still stuck ?

sometimes it takes a while ... some people i dont see in a year , some in YEARS , sometimes but it doesnt seem to change much

mmmh

i heard all of those arguments

more than once, from people who all wear the same face, call me an autist if you like, but they can't hide

if i do this ? i get zero comments , no one writes me a haiku, i dont give out a peoplesbot vote, i get the same amount

if i do THAT ? two or three people might respond

if i write a six page essay on musing ?

i get 50 cents :p

(nah thats not true, it might be about the same as this, and i'm a great supporter of #musing, the first true dapp on steemchain after steemit and busy)

but the rest is true ... you're fucking hippiecrites AND you're wasting all this "technically advanced" bullshit you use as a salespitch

while you CRACK DOWN on people who would DEMONSTRATE it ?

the ones getting the money are the ones already on top

the rest will just have to realized

here in down-below ?

we just have to take care of ourselves

see ...

i opened the fridge and guess who ?

one of my old friends, sitting on the top-shelf, right ? so i ask the nigger ...:

and he goes like

BITCH, THATS RACIST

well, he wouldnt actually ... thats the point (no thats just the point of this paragraph .. i dont even know whats in the first one anymore , thats not how my quantum entangled dendrites work)

yea man, this actually requires reading and interaction above scrolling down you know ...

but i doubt it's very #steemit ... or #utopian-io (lol) i just thought it was a while since i POKED YOU FUCKERS TO SHOW YOU YOURE A BUNCH OF FUCKING HIPPIECRITES WITH MONEY, MAKING POOR PEOPLE ROLL OVER FOR DOPAMINE COOKIES TO MAKE YOURSELF FEEL GOOD

not everyone has that ant-attitude, mate ...

you would probably scold your kid for reading Twain in an e-book instead of going to the library, HELL you'd probably sneer at the fact they made a movie about it

cant turn up the music too bad right now, neighbours got the grandkids, old paratrooper hard-ass being coochie-grandpa ... (its adorable, sshhhhh, dont tell him, he might a male thing ... more alike to a lot of people than a lot of people know they ever are a like to a lot of people in this venn-diagram universe, right ?)

_{it's adorable ... really .. :p}

man, thats like what ? 25 minutes of my day already ? my dishes are sitting THERE

i am typing HERE ?

and THEY would want to me to waste 8 hours a day to pay for snickers , not even sneakers , plus four hours on a train ?

what part of NOT HAPPENING did you not understand

nie wieder

if you wouldnt have gotten in the way with your whale-finance, id have at least two sponsoring accounts by now

but YOU want to be the sponsor, am i right ?

the real food is in the freezer and the pantries dude, i dont know what you use a fridge for overthere ?

well while i'm at it

its not like i dont have RC to spare

i have it from a proven source the next #hardfork will allow us caretakers to delegate actual RC ?

GREAT IDEA

@ned

i'd love to give some to people who comment frequently, otherwise i just keep talking myself

its not like i can give them money and that would be a bad idea anyway

the "our people first" posters are still all over town after the election last sunday

but, you see (no longer talking to ned)

the suits who had those printed understand it as much as you do

"our people" are no longer defined by where they come from or where they're born

you've been pushing this country to cosa nostra for years now, if you're not careful thats what you're gonna get

more "blue in the streets" (has a weird side-effect meaning in this town which im sure you understand is not what i mean if you 're from around here)

won't fix that

? what?

since i'm at it ... it's called "illustrating"

you should let me keep demonstrating

you just need to get that head out of your ass because that ass was born in different days

is that all you have to say ?

did you read anything ?

let alone, everything i have ever written ?

i like to quote

sapolsky and bloom in one sentence, i know not even them are mutant enough to be immune to competition, so maybe im doing the same you do, just in other dimensions ... push people to their limits , just

YOU are not worth pushing :D

oh dear what did i say this time ... thats gonna come back

well i can probably cook better than you but

you know the girl at the supermarket ? they were talking about cooking and all that so i asked you like to eat huh so said yea so i said you're probably married so i shouldnt ask

??!?

yea i do think near death experiences count towards something but i strongly believe they won't if they're artificial

mutants

x-men

if you like that term better

i prefer Julian May literature on the subject

or that bakhi kid or whats is name, not the anime, barki ? baki ? the 13 year old with the black belt and a rich dad who thinks its impressive to write a game in scratch as a kid ? as far as mutants go thats not half bad, but thats not like half a fraction of what you're facing right now

i'm a 1970s mutant

i'm already like professer X or something ... i got stuck on some old times somewhere so some parts of me wont adapt fast enough

i wish you wouldnt do that

you know i was basically mentally mutified to

it hurts me, you know ?
its just no like
you

and your

rules ...

?

its not like that

its pretty self-destructive
no boasting

no bragging, no winning, almost american like, neutralize and leave it to rot as long as it stops

i wouldnt

but

i'm curious even if it smells like a setup situation, i cant , no

i wont just ignore

21:44

just got home from where the cat people live

... nothing much to say about that

even if you dump it down to a dollarcent

this is my endgame, this is as as far as i stretch

looks like the price went onder 0.04 for my vote, ask the whales for an apology to vote only 50% on your comments i wont make that mistake again

i'll just vote on mine until its back up

private affairs, friends ... wont invite them if its not worth it either

10 pm ... not a wasted day, i just didnt do shit online today

but basically i earned nothing i could cash in next year

there's still no other valid option

so ...

"whatever ....

1:21 am ... already another day of life lost in shitholeville, hell , #fuckflanders , i wonder if anyone will come up with lame-ass thirdparty excuses today again ...

i pay for something

i expect to get it, not a loaf of bread with five slices taken out because the baker relies on last years flour merchant

right, 1:30 am, time for the catwalk, post, wait for tomorrow, hopefully not at a 0.02 vote worth of steem price, but if its like that then its like that ...

btw my coding is not open source, breaking into my computer doesnt make me more agreeable and im also not a teacher, sorry

i think i waste way too much time on posts still, not enough on the programming, certainly not enough on my music videos

if you're looking for mother Theresa, go lurk in utopian on discord and beg for a cookie all day, if you're a nice doggie you might get a crumb ... once or twice a year, if you're a good politician and you're born with daddy money or mister handshake day, you might get a little more

but i am not mother theresa and after breaking into my pc, im certainly not mister handshake day as i can not know who that was

trust broken is virtually impossible to fix

told you not to do that