We can't guarantee giving up...not now nor ever...
What will even make you feel we can give up in life, for I and myself believe that the status of the strong man remains strong enough to keep going, no set back in life can push me aside from moving higher, wow am making it bigger every day and I will continue to get higher than you will ever know, my security clearance is in The power available above.
Don't belittle your self friends you are great potential yet to be discovered for great opportunity... Keep fighting, keep finding till you make it home. You must get your self together and figure out your new name.
Am @nwagod4 who are you?