Thank you so much for your concern, @worldcapture. You have got the picture entirely. This is very endless misery right now.

I barely ever lived in my home country and have not lived there since I was 19 - I'm 60 now. I don't have any ties to it except for my passport.

But I will go to the pharmacy here and in Thailand to see what they say. This needs to end soon so I can get back to better days.

Thank you again and I will get through this.

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