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Can I stop pretending to him for once?
Can I be bold enough to tell him I don't love him?
That I never loved him and will never love him?
Can I stop deceiving him for once?
Though he is good and compassionate
His love know no bound
He suffered for me
Died for me
Rose for me
Yet I can't love him naturally
Yet my heart can't outflow love towards him
But I love him when I needed him
I was there for him only when I needed him
Never was there when he needed me
I never truly loved him
Was there for him only when I needed money
Was there for him only when I needed food
Was there for him only when I needed shelter
Was there for him only when I needed to be caressed, loved, pampered, protected, and made whole
Was there for him only when my exam time table came out
That's when I visited him, loved him, praised him, and cooked for him
But he was there only to accept me
He told me I looked beautiful when I wore rags
He said I smelled like Heaven when I was sweating
He hugged me when I had sore
He loved me most when I was dirty and smelly
He attributed me positive when I was negative
Yet I still pretend to him
I want to love God because I loved him and I can't do without loving him
Loving him is me and loving him is love
Love can save mankind
Let's start loving now!!!

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Cant deceive God. Nice poem

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