And There She Laid. : (Part 2) A 5 Minutes Freewrite.

Am yet to get the perfect all in all codex of life, if anyone is ready to break my jar of ignorance, here I am, am ready. There has to be a tenet by which this life is built on, please don't bring the ten commandments to my doorstep, I've never broke anyone till date and still, I feel am missing something from life.

The following week was full of hangover, the citizen of the state especially the rich dudes took it upon themselves to throw parties here and there in a very organised manner, one after each other. Trust me on this, I attended to all of them, though I was invited to none. I was having hangover from previous night but never get to care, by the afternoon, the dizziness has stopped, I can't be told the enormous damage am doing to my body, fact is, I never bothered despite being in a university and has been taught about all this before. Firing on non-stop was the deal, I hate been left out of any party, slay queen like me, I'll rather rock the street till they all know me, my name is on there lips, fuck them since that was all men were made for: fornication, scum. No one dares tell me am wasting away, and time is slowly fading away. Am not wasting your so why face mine. Time, non-recovery is it, when spent, it can't be got back. And I know, am sure it's telling on me.

My mascara was already thinking of betraying my trust, instead of pausing for a while and think of the time ahead, I double the dose and applied more, decking the face till there is no trace of a fading beauty.

I've skipped so many lectures in school but the lecturers who can't resist anything in skirt have always been there to help, just one night and everything comes back to place, it's as if am the best student so far.

And now the usual time for medical check up is here, blood test, vaginal swap, quarantine and so on. This are all what we stood for, we the species of humanity who makes money from pleasing men with our pussy.