Great Post! Real Heart! Keep on Keep'in on! Your surrender and relying on Christ can make all of the difference! You are obviously conscientious about the support of your family, which can make a new adventure like this even more stressful...When we are under stress we also revert to the familiar...because of the love for your family, I am sure many of your moods were overlooked, as they should be ...go easy on your wife and yourself...and many more blessings!
Melissa