Yay The Next Shut Off Notice Has Arrived

    Apparently I had spoken too soon in an earlier post. I just got back from checking the mail and low and behold the electric company had sent me a shut off notice.  So here we go once again ten days from now my power will be shut off unless I can somehow manage to pay the bill. 

   Could someone please stop this merry-go-round? Honestly this is getting old. When the only bread winner in the house cannot even find the bakery to win some bread from the stress is too damned high. I would be happy just to find a roll at this point. It is unfortunate that a part-time job is a non-starter for me. I could go to some fast food place and pick up a job easy enough, at least in theory. The problem is although they pay eleven bucks or more an hour to start my fuel would cost about a hundred a week. I would still be in the shut off notice round about that I find myself in now. 

   At this point I can get to town to look for work but if I do not find something this week that will pay me this week I will have no electric. The furnace will not function without it so I will also have no heat. I will also not be able to post on here either which I rather like. Even if most of the time it seems like I am talking to myself. Sometimes it helps just to be able to vent. Oh well we keep fighting.