Blog: I've been thinking of doing a live stream of me learning how to do random stuff

There is no way I can guarantee that it will be interesting but whatever. I'll probably be live streaming me doing homework and learning how to code. To get started what should I do? OBS and upload directly to Dtube?

For the code section I'll start learning C++ and my homework is just Biochemistry and Biophysical chemistry. This is to avoid my drinking problem and also because I've got bored of the usual stuff. School has lost it's fun, it's been about 5 years of college with only one summer break. This semester I only have 6 units so as long as I don't have a job I'll try the live stream here.

The live streams will hopefully get me ready for better communicating with people. Not to self diagnose myself but I believe I might have depression and social anxiety. I don't know for sure because last time I tried going to see if I had it they asked be to wait 2 weeks for an appointment so it didn't happen. I know what my problem is and it's really simple. Being alone all day might be whats causing me to go crazy not to mention the stress of deciding how the next 3/4 of my life will go. It is unlike me to let small nuisances of school get to me but I'm feeling the pressure now.

Kratom after the comedown makes things much worse because it messes with my mood. So I've stopped using it periodically. I made a post long ago on here. Live streaming will hopefully make me feel like I'm doing something productive and will hold me accountable for my procrastinating problem because who ever is watching will know. Also maybe just maybe someone will see me struggle and become motivated on something they too are struggling with. I promise I won't be this depressing, I'm coming down from kratom at the moment. Anyways I'll try to get everything set up tomorrow.

Until the next blog lol to the 5 active followers I have (: