My Road to 100000 Steem Power & Self-Improvement Log Day 7
This is my journey towards 100000 Steem Power Day 7. I am a very dedicated individual and I want you guys to be a part of my journey to get you motivated and to learn from my mistakes!
Besides my daily description of what I did to reach that goal today, I will also use this as a "journal" to keep track of my other personal goals.
If you have any suggestions, want to help or work together with me or just want to leave feedback then just write that into the comments.
What I did Today to Reach my Goal
I wrote my daily post which was written in a more personal way and I want to keep it that way. I feel more like writing when I am absolutely honest as when I would write for myself.
I think this will also help everyone who strives towards a goal which requires daily effort. Besides that I wrote comments on the posts of my followers, replied to comments and finished this 2nd post here very soon.
Nothing good comes easy.
Personal Goals
Guitar Mastery - Play 90% of the Song "Asylum" by "Disturbed" successfully by July 2018
No progress again. I decided to improve my practice by learning the song part after part from scratch in speed that I can handle. I will also start tracking my progress on paper so I know where I currently am.
Currently I am at part 2 with 100% difficulty at 60% speed. I always practise that part 20 times and write down the average amount of mistakes. I think this will help a lot as it is smart practice.
Training - Reach 90KG with 12% Bodyfat by July 2018
I skipped the gym today as I honestly don't feel like going. More about that in the diary section.
Diary
Today I woke up at 04:50 which is the perfect wake up time. However, because my body is not used to waking up early in the morning I felt absolutely tired and weak since I woke up which is the reason why I skipped the gym. I also skipped the translations which I had to do.
These are excuses and I could have still done the translations and still went to the gym. I will hit the gym tomorrow on a gym free day to correct this lack of discipline.
Besides that I wrote my 2 posts for Steemit, wrote my followers and answered all comments. I also finished a small translation, cleaned the my apartment, went outside to buy that college block where I track my guitar progress in and wrote some tweets on Twitter which I will surely quit in the near future as it didn't help me to improve my sales on my Website.
I also quit facebook for the same reason. I am good at networking but the people in my niche don't seem to understand the importance of collaboration or guest posts.
Anyway, I am now focusing on Steemit and translations to make money. I will write a post for affiliate marketing once every two weeks for my website but thats about it.
I don't feel in top shape mentally because I can not relate to normal people anymore. I am a very ambitioned person and I am very bad at wearing a mask.
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If I don't like something I will immediately say it and people don't seem to like that. Besides that I am just not interested in what is happening in the world, in their jobs or their 1st world problems.
I need men that I can call brothers, who are worthy to become part of the gang. To find these people seems darn near impossible.
I strive for physical, financial and mental mastery and it seems like the people who also want that are either on the top or they have stopped looking for other guys that do the same.
Besides that I also suspect my testosterone levels have become incredibly low and that stress and my lack of a good sleep rhythm plays a huge role in that. This needs to be fixed asap.
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Another 'real' post. I wouldn't beat yourself about missing a gym day, it sounds like your body could do with a rest after the stress. I would recommend keeping things ticking over with body weight exercises, it is surprising how much stress can take out of you, now is a good time to take a short recovery time. I know where you are coming from with not being able to relate to the normo's, this is natural, i found it really weird when i went self employed and none of my friends had a clue what i was going on about and the things they found so important i just found ridiculous. I will be doing a post on this soon.
I have found in life that you are constantly at different levels in relation to the people and contacts around you and this is always in flux. Even more so when you are on the road of constant self improvement. I think you need others to help you find the answers but you can only find contentment from within yourself. Your daily dedication is an inspiration and you are allowed off days.
This is one of the rare comments that I enjoy here on Steemit. These comments ala "Great job bro. I resteem this post" blabla is so fake and stupid. Like I fall for this manipulation. Just like these crack addicts who always write "Upvote, Comment, Follow, Resteem".
Anyway, I can relate to what you say. I stopped with the loner mindset that I can be happy alone. I honestly can't. We need people. My problem is just that I can't relate to them just like you said.
If people cross my boundaries I kick them out of my life, I have no mercy with that. And people constantly do that, especially in their gym with their fake rambo badass talk 24/7 talking for 2 hours not getting shit done while I finish my workout in 45 minutes. I admit that I sometimes get trapped too talking about lifting. But even that, It is always the fucking same shit. Lift regularly, eat good shit and sleep tight. That sums it up
I have realized as that I am constantly shifting levels but it went so far that I am drifting away more and more. So far away that I almost stopped caring what people think of me. I am certain you can not complete stop it anymore. But I felt that I am much calmer around people than I normally am, I am not trying to uphold my mask anymore. It feels like my outer self represents my inner self more and more.
I would love to relate with people way below me in regards to training, self-employment or general knowledge as long they have ambition and look for others that help them in that regard too, just like me.
My cousin joined my gang as the first member and I had to kick him out after a week because he just asked someone I know to join the gang and showed him the "blueprint" of my gang which is fucking sacred.
I felt betrayed, otherwise he had ambition, that was the closest feeling of being able to enjoy sharing my time with someone.
I wish more men would realize how important other men are for their life. Women are great but they all lack ambition, femininity, intelligence and they are just straight up whores nowadays.
I would like a feminine woman who knows what I love that supports me in my goals, but such women seem to be nonexistent.
I know this sounds sexist, for me this is just the reality. I was together with two female teachers and I really asked myself why they are teachers, they were dumb as fuck and I kicked them outta my life because they legit annoyed me with their nonsense.
Nowadays I just prefer braindead women who clean the house, cook and suck good. And even that seems to be too much because they are all entitled princesses who can't fucking cook anymore. For deep discussions or everything else I am interested in I talk with men, because women don't get it.
I thought that on the chick front but if you know what you are looking for and you do not compromise on standards it is surprising how many suitable ladies there are. Ying and yang etc Man just cannot function on bread alone. Most beta 's make the same old mistakes of pinning all there hopes on a disney donkey ( fuck that was a good line) when it is all about doing you own thing and enjoying the luxuries life has to offer in my opinion. I am grateful to be a father and that would have been a bit tricky on my own.
Thank you for your insights Jist. But I am looking for men to join my gang. I don't chase women. I am highly convinced that they come when the money is high anyway. You lose money when you chase women. Chasing women when you could chase money and build something of worth (in my case my own little world with the gang) is just stupid.
I see depressed men everyday who drive away in their cars and come home to annoyed women who just came back from their job who can not stand their feminized depressed man anymore because they have lost all their testosterone and dreams in their slave jobs.
I am just tired of 99% of people.
I gotta be careful of what I wrote tho, shit is turning too real for some people.
Great job bro.i resteem this post.i hope this post will be in hot list.best of luck.
Ps i can barely look at facebook anymore after finding steemit ( not that i ever really bought into it)
Steemit is 10 steps ahead of Facebook :-)
If only everyone were this honest. We don't wear masks round here. Ahhh the freedom of being real
Feels much more natural right?
Just like forests in Germany :)
Ahhhh so much life! I would love to hike in Germany
Forests were normal for me my whole life. Odinism, animals, the green... it makes the forest the greatest place for me to stay in and I now truly appreciate it.
Sitting leaned on a tree, reading a book and seeing all kinds of animals around like deer, cats, insects, birds, hedgehogs, foxes...
If I reach my goals I will build my house close to a forest. A real forest, not a park or some sort of that. A forest.
And I hope you will get to experience that. Also what is odinism?
Odinism is the ancient religion dedicated to the Norse gods. It has a lot to do with self-improvement.