Dilemma.

Hey, hey or good morning. I woke up, not that early, i lift the blinds and i watch the weather. It's wonderful, Sunny, quiet without any wind, i wide open window and heard song. I heard bird singing, i was trying to find them but i didn't managed to find them because my eyes were still half open. The most important is that i can hear them, everything is just perfect, nothing bad happened.

I thought on "bad" because everyday on TV they "bombard" us with active volcanos, monsoon rains, earthquakes and only God know what. I'm not informed, maybe there is some comet that threatens to Earth, but i will see that later on TV. :) I'm not here to make your day full of negativity.

I'm going not to take shower to clear my mind, day just started. I made myself coffee and there is dilemma. Should i stay indoors and watch TV and bad news, as they are usual now, or go outside in my backyard and drink my coffee in peace. I said to myself, it's better to go outside. It's beautiful outside, Sun is shining and something came to my mind, i would never change this for anything in the world. I sat on my bench, raised my legs on table and lighted my cigar and started drinking coffee. I'm finally awaken.

I was looking through my backyard piece by piece and I'm happy to say that my work payed off. To be honest, 10 years ago i wasn't interested in decorating my backyard but i think that is genes, but that came little late for me, my deceased mother loved flowers a lot so she passed that love to me.

One period of my life was turbulent and i found my peace in gardening. In my mother honor i planted flower called Ljiljan because her name was Ljiljana.

I was saddened but do not mind, we are humans after all, we have feelings. I finished with my coffee and went inside with dilemma, should i watch TV or not. :)