lonely

hi steemains,

I am Lonely

Lonely good day i'm Justin. that is my story approximately me being lonely a lot. Me being lonely goes as far lower back as excessive college. when i was in high school, I saw that a lot of the human beings that I idea were my friends would leave me out of a lot of things. i would be invited to somethings but maximum of the time i would be overlooked. I attempted my nice to make pals, however it wont paintings. even if i used to be helping out with basketball in high faculty, I still felt lonely because a lot of these men had girlfriends, that could be there for them, and that i didn't. I felt horrific approximately myself. i might question myself approximately.

Asking myself,........... Why aren't the ladies speak me to me and questions like that. I sense nonetheless to this present day separated from humans my age. i have a form of autism called Asperger's. i'm unique from a lot of humans my age, that is first-rate to me however i might nonetheless like to have friends to hang around with. on every occasion i am getting on fb, I see human beings that I idea that I graduated with and different human beings that I recognize doing stuff with there buddies. I feel terrible due to the fact i'm like that character or organization of humans are suppose to be my buddies and it's miles like that I don't even exist. i've attempted my quality get buddies to do stuff with, however it doesn't paintings. Even at college, I still i am lonely. even though I got to do stuff with some human beings,

I nevertheless felt lonely. I hung out with a set of men that I concept were my pals, would leave me out of a lot of stuff. An instance goes to clubs. They promised me that they could take me but they didn't take me. One guy said that i might be quite the whole time and i had Asperger. i used to be like i might get out of my consolation region and speak to random people. They concept i was an embarrassment due to the fact i am no longer like them and i've Asperger. i am distinctive from them, i'm proud to be different but I would like to still have pals. Being lonely sucks, however i have learn to cope with it the fine that I ought to. this is all i'm able to do.
That became my tale approximately being lonely. thank you