Hey @malicered - not vulgar at all - a PERFECT description. You inspired me to write my story of when I lost my job working for the Art Institute of Colorado back after the 08 crash and was couch-surfing for 6 years. I started part 1 with illustrations tonite if you want to check it out on my page - I am a complete misfit in this society - being an artist - totally right-brained - and I survived that horrible 6 year period - so I suspect you will too. I know CO economy fuelled by weed might be better than the rest of the country, but still - I bet you will find something good - if you keep your attitude up - I know that is super hard - last time I was very fearful of financial insecurity and so I was constantly looking for "where's mine" - this time- having survived that time - I am proceeding as if I have income while being prudent - I do have unemployment for the next 6 months - so that's a blessing!