My thoughts exactly; Fi
In a state of nihility and absence of cheer
I stand there and bask in my fear
Zilch to gamble on
Congest the entrance;
dam, deter...
Become a stonewall
..all the virtues I disliked none of vices I admire
....they all had
I, amid No desire of a million admirers,
Craving one, who?
One,,, fictional, unreal, dreamy
And then...
My heart spoke to me...
Volumes of new affection
...My soul embraced you
A start of new perfection
I fight; fight for my center:
Struggle to gain hold
Strife in blank spaces-banter
Love before gold
Nothing else matters...
Am one with you
Waiting on our endless start
I feel brand new, your core gained my heart
Your core, gained my heart
that it's almost impossible
to think about you
without a smile across
my face. It is not the
throaty shrill of your
laugh or the tendering of
your words that I mostly
think of when this smile
cuts across my lips; it's
the gentility with which
you apportion shades
and eclipses that I can't
do without. And
whenever I tell you that
you are a lot more worrisome
than I am, I would hear
you laugh and return the "warrior position".
That same
sort of laugh that moves
your body and tear up your eyes
Sometimes, it is this
laugh that makes me
smile too. It's this laugh that generates from places deep within
you, places one can only
imagine and hope for. It's this laugh that
gets me going even on days when I'm too remorseful to reach out,
to apologise for shaken grounds. It's this laugh that makes me know that no matter how apart we are-no matter how upset we might ever be at each other-that we would always have one another.
And even when am broken I know you would gather me and mold up even as I crack; you will caress these cracks like a potter would his most precious pot.... because this is the kind of person you are
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I can say I care for you ceaselessly, but what I feel cannot quite be defined in coherent words.
Needless to say, Fi;
You are always dear to me...