4/25 Life Updates

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Things I'm happy about this week would include the price of altcoins increasing my steem account value is back on the rise that's always great I'm sure everyone is as thrilled as I am. Found an app called sweatcoin which compensates you for walking, think there may also be some similar ones, have yet to sort out the compensation tho, still cool concept. They should make one for sleeping lol. My internet's been down for a couple days, I had no idea I was so dependent on it. Tho I did manage to start a light cardio workout, I ended my gym membership even though I still have two months in which I can go back and work out but I haven't been going at all so decided to just end it, been under too much stress and pressure lately to even think about exercising much less in a crowded environment unless I get there first thing in the morning and that’s not always easy. Been racking my brain on solutions to my issues. I have faith that all matters will be resolved.

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Started watching Berserk the new series it’s good in my opinion; also been watching Always Sunny in Philadelphia, dark comedy makes me feel better at times. It's quite enjoyable actually the cast is well-rounded with each episode is quite random the show tries to maintain somewhat of a continuous storyline, great for binge watching.

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This paragraph is just for myself so you can skip over it if you're actually reading this. Sometimes I write for myself to unwind and be able to come back and read about where my thought process was at a particular moment in time. Even though it’s a public platform sometimes I need to write things down to unwind and they may not make much sense unless you’re me or know me, soo, sorry not sorry. This is been a pretty crazy week kind of glad it ended and on to the next one. Finally got my first job completion, though not sure what the outcome will be, waiting on results which can take a bit. Been on kik social, networking a bit trying it out looking for new friends, aside from that thinking about leaning a bit towards jn and juice as alternatives; jn was offering me a new coin as comp, he can stick that. Met with the committee on Monday got a better idea of the requirements and expectations, got focused and on it. Something's gotta give just got to keep moving and working hard. Aside from that business is going well just need to tie up the loose ends like w/c and the excel spreadsheets; need a solution for that soon, otherwise paper may be the way to go until then. My whole life is based around my goals at the moment and I can't wait till completed. Few days ago I was introduced to a similar company which gave me some motivation and insights on the business so the added perspective was positive, and looking fwd to future collabos after that spoke to dcarn who is willing to do some product research as well. Also have lunch meeting with Jan and Mich soon.

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So Mondays here and I’m still in my funk. Need to get more motivated to socialize on the weekends get out on the scene and make new connections maybe that’ll make things better. That or a careful inventory of friends I may have overlooked to hang with. Been thinking about getting a massage at these parlors you can find on just about every corner for some much needed relaxation maybe I can score a rub and tug as I recently found out it’s called. They shut down backpage, and craigs cut out the personals, what’s the world coming to. The new pages are escortbabylon and bedpage, hows that for discrete. Also busted bt’s last week was all over the news. Seems like the underworld is crumbling before my eyes. I don’t know why but it all adds to my funk. When instead I should see it all in a positive light, it’s probably for the greater good of society but for some reason my mind chooses to dwell in a pity party and look at the negatives instead of seeing opportunities and the ability to make new ones. Use any and all tools to get ahead and forget about the past and visualize a solution with brightest future possible. It’s the only thing to do. Everyday nonstop. Get over all my bs and hit the scene and NA’s for support. Live this shit. See it through. Exercise. Eat right. Invest properly. We will succeed. We will overcome. Train mind and body even when I have no will power or energy, train even harder. Read, research, write it down. Make lists, take notes. Get organized. Make it happen. No one can do it for me. Be positive. Be my old self.

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Just got back from lunch with D went to Flannis. Need to pay phone bills, see Al, pay FPL, take car in for maintenance, etc. Complete to-do list. Weather is terrible today. April showers time it seems. Hope I don’t go into food coma mode tho I feel it creeping. Fight my hedonistic thought process and get to what needs to be done. Conquer all fears head on it’ll be fun.

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