some rambling

Sometimes I just really wish I am able to tell someone all my problems and rant and cry and just whatever, I also wonder if I am really not able to do that or I don't have someone I trust enough to not judge me, to really care about me to do that. I've tried opening up a bit of my door to 2 people and didn't end up like I hoped it would, my ex-boss and my girlfriend, it turns out they don't really care anyway like I predicted how most people won't care anyway. I feel alone without anyone I can trust my weakness to.