My goodness @awakentolife, you have been through so much at such a young age! My heart aches for you...I am glad you have recognized the truth about real strength being weakness. It's funny the way our human culture considers crying, emotion, sadness as weakness. As a mom and daughter I too have always been strong for both my brothers and sisters as well as my daughters. Allowing that curtain to come down is tough. I'm sure your dad is so proud of you in so many ways, but your loving and uplifting nature is the best! Glad you are back, I hope you continue to take good care of yourself. I know you have a very busy career which is also grueling at times. Hopefully your Steemit friends can provide another positive environment for rest and relaxation!