Such a brave and loving adventure you and @insideout are venturing into, I am blessed with two little ones and will not understand the depths of longing both of you experience, yet reading your post made my heart ache with hopeful anticipation. May God give you favor and quicken the process, and that He sends you the right people and resources to tap into at the right place and right time. Sending you lots of love and prayers. Rooting for the both of you xx