I hope you're having a great day.

So... It's about a year which passed through my heart; gave me lots of achievements yet made me the failure.

I need to write lots of things to describe my 2019: Achievements and Failure(s).
So sit tight and start reading the story that you haven't heard yet.
Just to let you know that right now when I'm writing this article; I'm feeling so alone and my emotions are killing me inside out.

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Well let me give my answers to those questions first that Mr. @Anomadsoul did put in his contest post.

Contest Post.

• How was my year?
  Well, It's complicated.
  It's that complicated that I can't say if it was good or bad.
• Was it full of experiences as the travel nomads here on Steem?
  Not as the travel nomads here on Steem but yeah it was full of experiences.
• Did I tried tens of different dishes and recipees like the Steemian foodies around here?
  Yeah yeah I did it.
  Even today I went out for my lunch and I'll publish that review in @tasteem soon; very soon.
• Did I accomplish everything I wanted to?
  Nope, not everything but I accomplished a lot.
• How about that long overdue holiday I took?
  Well, I got two long holiday in two Eid festivals.
  Went to the largest sea beach Cox's Bazar on the first holiday and I gave lots of time to my girl friend on the second one. So yeah I enjoyed those holidays a lot.
• That date I wanted to have with the beautiful neighbor maybe?
  I can't think of something like that even in my dream; my girl friend would kill me.
• Did I retire from work?
  No, I just started.
• Did I go to Steemfest?
  I wished a lot but I couldn't as I didn't have the money for my expenses but I've set my goal. For a steemfest when I'll have lots of money; I'll definitely join and I'll talk with all the beautiful steemians that I'll find there.

Let's start with my achievements...

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For My Personal/Real Life:

In the whole year... I've achieved a lot.

I learned how to cook in 2019... Now I can cook lots of things where I couldn't even boil rice earlier.
Oh no,,, I'm talking about silly things.

Let's start over; shall we?

I've bought a nice smartphone with my own earning in 2019 which is a great achievement for me (Not everyone will understand this feeling).

I got some good friends who might look after me at my bad time.
I went to the graveyard of my beloved grandma and repaired the grave which is the top achievement of this year.

I started doing my job at my current place at the end of 2018 and became a good employee at 2019.
It's a nice achievement that I got to meet with all these good peoples of my office.

Well... my salary increased some days earlier.

For My Steem Life:

As I can't live a single day without steem right now so why don't I talk about that life also?

If I talk about my achievements in steem then I'd say, "I've talked and became close to lots of good steemians whom I'm thinking as my good friend & even family.

Despite being the only child; I got my sister @priyanarc; got some brothers like @reazuliqbal, @zaku, @sourovafrin, @hafizullah, @minhaz007; got some nice friends like @carrieallen, @paintingangels, @thereikiforest, @alokkumar121, @citimillz, @minimining, @ferrate.
(I'm sorry for tagging you guys).

I've achieved a good reputation in steem; not talking about the number that I got in bracket beside my name but I'm talking about my real reputation here.
Lots of people knows me here because of my good work maybe.
I feel so loved when I see all the support from different steemians.

I got some nice communities here in steem where I can think myself as something; no matter if that's little something or big something.

Now it's about my failure.

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I'm totally agree with @priyanarc that "without failure nothing can be achieved".

For My Personal/Real Life:

Here I'll talk about a single failure of me in 2019 which is so huge that can't be competitive with other small ones.
What is that?

I became alone, I became lonely, I lost my favorite and most loved person.

How's that?
That's a long sad story which started from my birth.
I'm writing a shortcut here.
I came to this world with too much luck that I didn't get the chance to be loved by by father & mother (I haven't seen my real dad and my mom went abroad while I was about 1.5 years old).
But my grandparents loved me more than a father & mother could do.
And I had my great supporter who was one of my uncle (brother of my mother).

After my grandma died 2 years back; I started living with that uncle who did hurt me in the worst way and I lost that favorite and most loved person.
After that; I started living alone which made me lonely... so I became alone and lonely.

For My Steem life:

I can only remember a single failure worth talking about of my steem life.
That day when I saw @derangedvisions unfollowed me in steem; I thought myself worth nothing here in steem.
Then I thought I'll prove myself and gain that respect again.
I told him I'd gain that back with my good work.

I couldn't say everything of a year but It's so much relieving to say even a little something.
Now I feel like shout out loud.

Thanks to @anomadsoul and @blocktrades for arranging this contest for which I could at least express a little bit of my feelings.

This is all about this post.

Thanks for reading the post with your valuable time.

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