I find that in times like these, one must be very kind to oneself. You've just been through a major life event- and things are all up in the air. You are still healing both physically and emotionally, so take it easy on yourself!! I am personally grateful that you continue to post!
Thank you @jrb450! I'm working on my way on how to get back to where I've stopped. Though it's a long way from where I am now, I'll keep on fighting.