Mistakes That Raised Us

Life is strange. a large majority of us are waiting for opportunities in life, some of us complain that no opportunities come. Actually, we walk on the road many times and encounter, but we pass without greeting with the oppourtunities.
About 3 years ago. When i was 22. For the first time I heard bitcoin. But i had not much idea about what it was exactly, how it was produced, what it was used for, and the future. I was a student with a poor economic situation. I thought mining more profitable because I could not anticipate the future of bitcoin. I am a student in a boarding school where computers are forbidden, I was looking for an alternative way to mining. I ran into cointellect while doing research which company is mining bitcoin. there were different economic packages. The overall goal of all of them was to provide amortization within about 2 months. the cost of the package I chose was 3000 euros. and so I was going to earn 50 euros a day. at that time my monthly income was only about $ 130, which was the money that the family sent me. I decided to withdraw my loan and I got the money I needed from the bank. I made a $ 3500 loan for expenses, purchases and some allowance, unaware of my family. System was working and i was making money, I was constantly spending money for the first time with the excitement of seeing big money. Firstly I received my money via PayPal, After a while PayPal did not work. Then I worked with another system. but after some time, about 45 days after my attempt at the system i couldnt take my money. they said it was a technical malfunction first, later on, because the value of bitcoin drops too much they claim to pay slowly for the good of the company. actually I won half the money I invested. but as I said, big money made me excited and I thought I'd spend some time and then close the debt. and the feared thing happened. They clearly defraud us. In addition to not having any money, there was now a loan debt to the bank. I was helpless. I was alone. I broke. because I was ignorant and I was not aware of things like this. I faced a bad experience with the ruthlessness of life.
I have had a lot of difficulties while trying to pay debt, working in many jobs. I do not look at those days or those things badly. On the contrary, all of them are experiences, memories. there is only one thing that upsets me, I made transactions on bitcoin to make a deposit to that company. When I was checking my account on the website which i made money and bitcoin conversion and transfer I recently found out that i had nearly 15 (fifteen) bitcoin. I cant even imagine that now i have these ones. Whem i realized that fact again (nearly beginninf of the last december) i said "im gonna buy a bitcoin with my last money which i earned by working whole year" myself. While i was thinking about that i didnt buy because i forget because of a problem, a friend's coming, exams, etc.. so, i have mo money again, since i had to spend. Now, i am more aware and more shrewd and more hardworking. Stay with love. Best regards.