That really means a lot, thanks. Even though I NEVER take it personally when I put in tons of time on a post and few people see it... it still can be disheartening.

Hah yeah after I posted this I realized for some high rollers, $200 on one bet is literally nothing, a drop in the bucket. I was thinking maybe I should've exaggerated and pretended it was $1,000 instead. But then I was like..nahhh.. I'd rather be honest, and for me $200 honestly felt like a HUGE AMOUNT, same as $1,000 would be to others. Especially when I'm used to bringing $50 tops into a casino, and most of my bets are under $10.

Following you now by the way :)