You do not have to be attracted to everything. There is so much in both physical and spiritual world that we can explore and learn from. The magnitude of stuff is amazing. If you are attracted to a peacock, explore that relationship and learn from it, research and learn. If you are not attracted to totems, leave them be. Trust your intuition and your soul. Enjoy the things that are enjoyable, it really is as simple as that. I do not believe in a notion that spirituality needs to be difficult or painful, that is BS to me. It could be hard at times but only because we still have walls or are fighting ourselves. When we love ourselves, things come easy.
Much love to you honey 💚💚💚