On My Way to See You Love

A week, or more probably days from now, I'll be seeing finally my first baby.
I have this overwhelming feeling within me, I feel excited, but at the same time nervous and afraid.

Excited as I'm looking forward to see as to whom will SHE (well, we're expecting a girl 😍) look like. Will she be more like of me, or my Bae. 😁
The feeling of nervousness might be just normal as this will be my first. Anyway, I'm expecting normal delivery. It's what those mommies whom have shared their different experiences during labor that makes me feel afraid.
Most told me it will be very painful and exhausting at the same time.
At the moment, I'm just being positive that I can endure no matter how unbearable the pain will be. I believe it will just be for a while and not last that long.

We had our ultrasound yesterday and my OB told me my baby estimately weighs 3 kilos already.
I'm on a diet now, but I don't know if it's just my head playing 'round with me that the more I try to avoid food, most likely, sweet and cold ones, the more I crave for them that my head won't stop thinking of that food until I have it.
And just when I get satisfied, I end up feeling guilty. Heavens, sometimes I feel I'm being not normal anymore. I wish this feeling of being like food obssessed to pass or just go away.

My OB adviced that I do walking or squatting so I will have a more eased labor.
I'm doing it routinely then. I would have my walks set for an hour or just a half of it. I'm used to walking alot but for the moment as I'm carrying a baby in my tummy, I get tired and would have a minute of rest every 10-15 minutes.
It feels good though, may those sweets be burned. 😁

I think I'm ready though.
I've already bought most of baby's needs necessary as she comes out and meets the world.
I prefered cloth diapers than disposable ones for it will save us money in the long run and it's more earth friendly. And as far as I know, I was ones a cloth diaper baby according to Mama.
I will do breastfeeding as well. I will do everything to sustain her milk needs.
They say malunggay leaves help in producing more breast milk and we have a lot of it so I'll just consume lots of it then.
Malunggay is very nutritious as well though, so it's best for baby and me. 😊

See you soon my love.
Everyday and always, I will love you. 😘