I don't understand actually what you mean.But I have seen some of your previous post.I really enjoyed those specially the 'The Day Dreaming Cat'.
I guess you wanted to say that getting married is the cause why you don't feel the same anymore.It is why your creativity has died and so did your fan.
wander far away until you don't get married again where the fan died there too without your knowledge.
I don't understand actually what you mean.But I have seen some of your previous post.I really enjoyed those specially the 'The Day Dreaming Cat'.
I guess you wanted to say that getting married is the cause why you don't feel the same anymore.It is why your creativity has died and so did your fan.