Thank you !, so beautiful that you always take time to read me and really feel or understand what I want to express. 'I want others to hurt as much as I do' this part is too relevant, I am a bit that kind of person, something spiteful when they do me some harm but I never do anything to act, I always leave it to karma, late or early they pay for it somehow.
I send you a huge hug and ... there I have a surprise if the result as I have planned in my head XD