How do I see this picture? Talent and Hope.

Here in this post (https://steemit.com/artchallenge/@artquest-trail/artquest-trail-15-artchallenge-theme-announcement-little-anniversary-and-prize-pool-increase-up-to-700-trail-30-sbd#comments) they asked me to give an interpretation of one picture. The picture is really impressive:

So, what do I see?

This person has a rich past. It is painted in blue colors - light sadness and hope for the best. But the yellow rays also flash; this is envy for those who turned out to be faster and more successful on the path of life.

There are black arrows - dead hopes. And the red blotches are the spark of the talent given to him.