Christmas to me

This christmas is very different for me. For the first time i am having to share my children this christmas. I cant even put into words how it feels to have the little things i enjoy doing with my kids taken away from us as my ex has decided to do what ever he can to effectively ruin the season for me and as much as i wish to not give him that power i am vulnerable without my babies and so since i struggle to put my feelings into words i decided to put it into a sketch so here we go this is christmas to me this year