Sometimes, the stuff of life makes one desirous of such a state.
But I'll pass...
Not a fan of denial.
People deal with things differently. I tend to go in fully aware. It's probably harder, but in the long run, safer. And when the loneliness crowds in to the point of smothering, I'll get it out onto a surface, like this.
It's available, if anyone's interested. Just message me from one of my social media pages or my website.