RE: Prepared.
I think this is what my life looks like. It is not going to get better so I had to leave the hospital. It is better for me suffering at home in my own bed as being in a hospital bed worried about kids and wolves. They are all my responsibility. They do a lot themselves, will manage but me being there is different for all of them.
It is a serious worry of mine not to outlive these dogs. Especially the eldest. He is the most wolf of all, most social in our pack and will never be able to survive somewhere else, with someone else. I don't want people to shoot him because they cannot handle him. One of my kids can now. I am happy for that.
Thanks for your wishes. I will never be well but I hope to feel better soon and do more, be more active again.
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I soooo wish for you to feel better and outlive your dogs by many years!
There's this thing where people hold out for Christmas, or some other holiday or family occasion, and once it's passed, they finally let go, hence, an epidemic of funerals right after Christmas. I don't want to sound morbid. But if those dogs are your "bribe for living," as Jack London once put it, if they help you find the incentive to keep going, then may they live forever!