Oh man! I couldn't agree or relate more. I'm constantly fighting the battle between what I "should" do and what I "want" to do. I'm take a leap of faith as well, and going for the dream. Traveling, working on my business, being a writer on Steemit... basically anything that makes brings me joy. I think there is so much to live for and see in the world. Life is too short to start at age 70.