I'm torn because I do believe that you are convinced of what happened to you. It must be terrifying to go through and it must also be horrible to hear people dismiss it as mental illness or something along those lines. If you are being gang stalked, I don't want to simply dismiss it. And if you are/were having paranoid delusions, I don't want to exacerbate your situation.

I believe it's possible for ideas to get planted and that they can bear harmful fruit. I believe that the people in Papua New Guinea actually believe in the sorcery that they are killing each other over. I can imagine strange things happening to them, and they only see it as more "proof" of sorcery existing. I wonder if they would see the acts of "sorcery" as proof of gang stalking if only they were aware of gang stalking.

We all seek explanations for the unexplainable events that happen in our lives. I wonder if a deeply religious Christian would have seen your experiences as proof of God or Satan. Or if a person that believes in sorcery would have seen your experiences as proof of being cursed.

I could very well be wrong here. I don't think you were lying or being deceitful with your accounts of gang stalking. I just think that there is a possibility for explanations other than gang stalking. Maybe I'm simply using a different lens to see the world through because the idea of gang stalking is so disturbing.

Regardless, I do wish you the best. You are correct that the government has spent crazy amounts of money on silly and/or harmful programs. My argument for how infeasible a gang stalking program would be doesn't hold up.