The Natural Order of the Lore, LOVE. As We Return to the Old World Order

G´day travellers!
What a novel idea is STEEMIT!
I´d like to say Hola to all - and thanks for having me.

I´m getting some good vibes here, and from the creators. Thanks Ned and Dan!
Steemit has an anarchy about it that makes me breathe a big sigh of relief.
What a concept!! No censorship!! Not to mention, the self awareness and personal growth possible when we know our thoughtless comments which piss people off IRL may also have other real time negative implications (besides merely facing our own consciences one day ; )

Sometimes in social media I am guilty of being weary with the human race and our collective inability to break from a consensus paradigm. I don´t take the time or patience to gently break ideas.
I wish I would drop my ego and think for just a minute about how to achieve the goal, which is to assist a limited/ closed mind to open.
Instead I just drop a pile of info and leave them alone with it for years while I ponder if they ever read it.
I often think there must be a better way.
Probably I am just an introvert ; )

Thinking on STEEMIT i realise how much time i "waste" each day for years on social media.
I don´t actually feel it´s a waste. It´s just in the eyes of people who want to see me be financially successful, it is a waste of time because there´s no money in it.
In fact I feel the strangest compulsion to spend hours every day researching new things and sharing what I find... half the time I am hoping to be debunked, and sometimes I am, which leads us deeper down that little rabbit hole ....

I experience life as a multipronged existence, certainly physical and material, but only in an illusory sense.
O it hurts like fuck here and it´s real as a dream feels, and yet, we probably actually wake up when we "die".
All the true stuff is the spiritual. Every single sacred second is recorded in some great record of magnificent computing power demonstrated by just one of our hearts or brains.

This is why I believe every blog post, every up vote, or like, every single interaction on every single media and in real life; they all have profound value and often that value is immeasurably entwixt in a ratio with the passionate intent of the poster and audience.
We think things go unseen or unnoticed, but nothing slips by the collective us, strangely. Wonderfully. Really.

I have been trying to write about myself and how I became the way I am... anarchist, activist, natural medicine enthusiast, herbal connoisseur, perpetual traveller, comedian, musician, poet, talk show host, masseuse, yoga and SUP yoga instructor, pie cook, juice fast detox retreat host.
I´ve never married, have no children to care for, and I currently live in Mexico. Happy to be OFF my original harvesting plantation corpornation, Australia.

When my folks ask me why I seem like I´m never coming "home" I surprised myself when the words dashed off my lips... "because in Mexico I feel free".
More than free. Safe. Unfettered. Alive. (Thanks Joni)

I left Australia 6 years ago and I have been through twenty countries.

I left for a three month trip and just kept going. It is hard to explain how wonderful it is to live in a land where the authorities cannot even order you around without a translator.
To live half way around the world also makes me feel easier about criticising the Australian Government without having to worry about a swat team turning up in the night.
This is of immense unimmeasurable value as worry about government contributes to stress and ill health. This is why bloody none of us stand up and say anything. No one wants those twelve sweaty swat guys inviting themselves over for an attitude adjustment.

I also love the spirit of the Mexican people, hot weather suits low bugets, 300 days of sun a year, caribbean beaches, and $2 margaritas. It is hard to leave Mexico once you arrive.
I love dancing and swimming and eating and yoga and healing as much as I love my time for unpaid research and posting. The thing is, I can´t cope with a "real job".
I can´t suppress my urge for information sharing enough, to even really put in the hours to promote my official income earning business!
I don´t want the money. I prefer to own the time.

I am so much more driven to simply research as many free hours as I can find per day.
I am lucky to have a community of people around me here who advertise for me and I find most of what I need to feel its worth staying.

As much as I love Mexico, I am not tied to here. In fact, in these times I feel we are all wise to go and learn how to live in several other "countries" so we can feel the joys of living relatively stateless and so we have options and friends in different places if and when our governments turn tyrannical.
If that sounds hysterical, over time, maybe you will hear my reasons and see my evidence for how I came to think so suspiciously about all governments. I am not immune from government in Mexico, but as a tourist, I am certainly left alone to just do my thing.

Living off my own plantation for many years has shown me how I am harvestable by the Aus gov but it is not really as easy here for the Mexican government to capitalise off travellers. They´re already capitalising off us by allowing our dollars in so they´re usually not trying to criminalise us.
Unless you fall for their call for bribes.
I´m Australian, and a woman so I have refused to pay bribes thrice now. They have no idea what I am saying but they learn I not easily pushed around. I´d rather spend 3 nights in a Mexican jail than pay a bribe.
It just leads to more rot.

It is an interesting way to live eking out a living amongst a normal community, yet not contributing to any statist oppression of myself or others directly. So far so good. Fingers crossed. If I was committing major crime or competing with cartels Im sure someone would come to try to get their slice.

As a sole trader, I am really just having personal interactions with people, giving them massage or retreats or yoga classes, and they return to me in some form of kind we both find agreeable. Some pay me in burritos, in fresh produce, and some in money, some in things i want that they have, and some dont pay.
I love doing what i do and i can afford to help them when they are in need until their energy gets back up, and those people will always be friends. People do the same for me.

Everything is negotiable it´s the old way. It´s the smoothest way.Some swap me dance lessons, some spanish lessons and each unique individual constitutes my pleasurable, natural, meaningful existence.

I do the least hours of "work" as I am called to do. I often feel this work of educating myself and sharing discoveries with others is more important than building a personal financial empire. I hardly promote myself as I really want to spend as much time as possible reading and watching and learning!

This has been severely magnified in the last twelve months since I have had some life changing realisations and revelations.

I have been out of social media for this past year mostly as I have been completely discombobulated whilst suffering a serious reappraisal of "science". I have felt I needed to take a year off to research before making comments on subjects I knew little about. Ten months have passed and I am chomping at the bit to share all I have been digesting since late 2015.
But that´s for another day... this is supposed to be an intro so I'm sorry but I bet I´m not the first busted rambling...

I want to thank the creativity and inspiration of friends like Kurt (@churdtzu) and Aaron(@battleayzee), Kenny (@kennyskitchen) and Sterlin Luxin (@sterlinluxan) for their excelent work changing and awakening humanity, and holding space for those ready. I really have been inspired especially this week by some of Sterlins´poetic yet not flowery brilliance at bringing love back into focus for us all

I have a lot to share. I have a lot of new jokes. I have new interviews lined up with some of the most interesting souls I have ever found. I have an even more liberated persona for public than I have ever let out to date, AND I HAVE AN UNCENSORED PLATFORM. Did I just land in Neverland???

I want to help people get themselves free, break that false dependency on gov, nation, even your own "community" and awaken to the whole world as our community.
I want to teach people in a month whats taken me 6 years to learn.
Maybe its taken me 26 years to learn, as I started young thinking about how not to support government.

This is one of those things that counts, that cant be counted. It is about life. It is about finding our joys within, and trying and mastering and failing too.
That is what I want my life to be for, not just keeping myself in the financial plus zone not even governments can achieve.

Needless to say I still live hand to mouth.
I try and focus on my other successes, which may or may not be financial... I´ve slowly taught myself to live and thrive in many foreign countries, learning language, currencies, continual uprooting, shunning possessions-(not to be pious but because you are a turtle and it sucks to have to carry stuff)...I´m working doing what I love, being myself, not paying taxes to the government but instead, gifting those in need who stand before me however I can.
I am quite often happy. I have enough money to eat, I rent a really cute little colourful house on a cliff.

I am healthy because I ride a bike and I never deal with cops because 1- I pretend I don´t understand -QUE???
(I really don´t understand how some humans could want to police others) and 2- I don´t drive a car here and it has been years since I have felt vulnerable to road pirates.
It´s been years since I have had an offer to contract from my government for not voting, or parking fines, or toll road fines, or fines for not paying fines... and you really can not imagine how beautiful life can be without a letterbox registered as your address with a harvesting government.

So I have had 6 luxurious years reading and watching youtube like a fulltime job. For 18 months I lived in a tent on a beach and taught yoga to pay my rent, did a massage here and there to pay for my tacos. I´ve lived in tambos, and hammocks, hostels, hotels, mansions and vehicles. I´ve done bar work, cooking, babysitting, massage, yoga, music gigs, office work, tarot readings, spa management and clothes swaps.
All to thunderous applause.

I need to talk about how this wee, three month trip turned into a six year odyssey, with no end in sight. I want to tell you about the strange and wonderful places I´ve seen, and the people who´ve graced my trail.
The initiations I have passed (many unbeknownst to me, until hindsight!)

I need a record of the way the energies of life picked me up and moved me once I decided to give my life over to some plan possibly greater, possibly lesser than my own.

Before I left Australia I had three jobs and was saving madly but not sure I would ever save enough money to last my three month travel plans. One day I was massaging a sweet woman, and after the massage she said to me -
"I often get intuitive messages for people, and I feel that you have an urge to travel but you´re worried about money... don´t worry, I see butterflies which is a spiritual sign for abundance and assistance and don´t fear, money is going to come to you in ways you never could dream up"...

She was right, and I have to thank my long suffering parents for being such well rounded and cautious people who worked themselves to be in the position to be that assistance so many times for me,but I don´t want anyone without that backing to stop themselves. Money has come from many unexpected places!
I was at the stage where I really can´t go back to the old worlds ways now anyway, so I have to make it work as i dream.
The unknown has also brought me many wonderful jobs in many countries, and there have been some other strange occurances, but they´re for future posts.

The places I´ve ended up going that weren´t even on my itinerary just out of providence providing.
Usually, it is not money, but special relationships and people who inspire you to move somewhere and change yourself up.

I studied natural medicine when I was 21 but I knew I didn´t have any life experience to advise people. Now I have had decades to experiment on myself and hopefully help others.
I want to share natural inexpensive medicines, foods, herbs and traditional cures that I can attest have worked for me.
I want every person on the planet trained in how to grow cannabis and make Rick Simpson Oil. We´re all going to need it with cancer predicted for every second person.

From Uluru Australia to The Mayan jungle Pyramids of Mexico, Belize and Guatemala, the magic caribbean sea, swimming with 20m whalesharks, Central America to Colombia, Peru and Ayahuasca, The Bosnian Pyramids, Ibiza, living in a van in a piss stained carpark in Wembley parked next to David Icke, a barge down the Nile thru Egypt... and really I am not merely trying to sound annoying but want to show you what happened when I let go of my own plans and let my feelings guide ... not my head, my busyness brain, but our deepest wisdom, the emotional guidance system.

I couldn´t have dreamt I was worthy of such excellent adventures in three lifetimes but as soon as I let go trying to achieve... beauty full synchronicities began.

They weren´t all good times, fun times or solid people... no, quite the opposite, I´ve met a million swindlers on the way, some of my heros the biggest.

So that is what I want to post about, the total complete majestic magic that is this thing we are co-creating called life.
I feel like STEEMIT is going to end up being like a high quality forum with anarchist moderators (none, yet all).
I also feel it´s going to connect, introduce and give a grounding for many great minds and hearts to meet and grow to know each other. I feel it is a place where big things will be decided without govt interference. I feel it is a place where, when we go, we will leave all government inhibition, intimidation and human retardation behind.
I´m ´Xcited