Value lifes windows

You pass judgement like a Hail Mary.
Push me down, pass me up, but you don't scare me.
Nothing is hidden.
In a land where you take what you want, nothing is given.
Staring out the blinds
Until we see freedom.
Sun beam in our eyes
We seem to be dreaming.
With God on my mind .
How do we esteem ? The life we achieve
Our intentions are good
but our hearts still bleed.
widespread aspirations . Must we be deceived ?
Hold my head under water ,
until I can't breathe . And repeat.

Seems to be the only thing that gets me to believe.